it's been long since i posted an entry here. it can be quite tiresome to update on both sides. i'll still update here nevertheless, though it's meant to be more of a friends-only blog.

Fancy getting sick on the first day of getting posted to my new vocation. it sucks k. i rather be well and be doing runs in camp now. went to see a doc after i got Atten C because i still wasn't feeling well. doc said i'm having lung infection. been coughing non stop. slept for quite abit already, but my body still aches for some reason.

hmm, my new camp is huge, and i think i can get lost. anyway the sergeants there are pretty nice, and not what like my previous sergeants told us how our sergeants in our units will be.

COS: do u know where ur bunk is? Do u need me to accompany u up? (it was 12plus am, the whole company was asleep)
me:yeah i know. there's no need for you to. i can manage myself.

after 2mins

me: eh sergeant, i think my bunk's locked. i have 2 bunk mates sleeping inside. i tried knocking hard enough but they're sound asleep
COS: give me a sec, i'll get the keys and i follow you up shortly

outside my bunk
COS(pushes the door) and it opens.
COS: the door isn't locked what, u probably didnt push hard enough.
me: oh man, i'm so sorry for the trouble.

if im the COS, i'll give myself a good lashing down lar. LOL.

oh yeah, i waited long enough before 2 lance corporals came to fetch me and a 1st sgt back to our camp because our medical centre wasn't 24hours and thus we were sent to the nearest 24-hour one.

one of the lance corporals brought me up to the coy office and tried calling the urban ops room so many times just to locate my unit for me.
reason being? i dont know what block my unit is at, and subsequently because the coy office was locked. lol.

i'm quite surprised actually that they didnt flare up or scold me for being a blurcock or whatsoever. yet, there are extremes. i'm not allowed to bitch, sadly=X perhaps what i saw were just exceptions. but, that definitely did kick me off with a good impression of my unit.

why do certain people go to great lengths to help people whereas others don't freaking care, or are in other words, selfish?
do these people help because they fear karma in their afterlife, or it makes them sleep better because their body releases enzymes to make them feel good?

coming to that, i freaking walked away at KLCC more than a week ago when i saw a lost kid crying, and coming up with excuses to console myself that im pressed for time because my dad needs to work the next day. what will happen if everyone thinks or act in his self interests? what will the world come to be?  yes, it takes just only one to have the initiative to bring the kid to at least the information counter/security so that he can find his parents. yet, that seemingly easy task appears to be difficult.

doesn't the common saying, " zhu ren wei kuai le zi ben" sound selfish, too?

hello. i scraped through three weeks of NS yes, yes scraped through. i guess i still need more time to adapt. was down for remedial training, that explains why i only booked out yesterday. i was just unlucky. enough said. i don't deny the fact that i was hot-headed when i found out that i was down for it. after cooling down and after going through sat's RT, i understood why. i'm definitely not unreasonable please, and when i voiced out my unhappiness by mentioning why others weren't down for it while i was, i received comments. i think i still got much to learn, thanks for those comments. i would rather people be the "bad guy" now than hide their hypocripsy.

Life's like this, it's always unfair. i think it's better to know ur stand and be contented, rather than complain and whine like a bitch. i know i'm blur and slow in learning, and i cant lead for nuts, but the fact remains that i'm trying. Though the effort element cannot strip anyone of their excuse not to perform, i have my limitations in these areas. In any case, i've learn to be smart already. Next time, i'll just try to accept whatever that comes my way.

Book out was quite productively spent. had lunch at manhanttan fish market, seafood platter for 2+fish and chips with my parents. took a nap when i reached home. after that went to grandma's place for dinner and played 2 games of bowling. eh. i enjoyed yesterday's bowling. spared at least half the game. scored 150 and 127. Now i've realised the importance of family ties, somehow. Before i enlisted, i used to think that friends were everything, My parents fetch me anytime anywhere to wherever i want to, regardless of how tired they were. 24/7 cabby rocks lol. Of course, i wont forget my good friends as well. i just need to plan and manage my time.

watched CSS3 on youtube earlier on. ai jia's really really good la. respect respect. haha.

thats all, update again!

i think i'm gonna move here. My first non-private post. im still trying how to use LJ cut, please teach me if u know. lol. the font here looks nicer and my entry wont be in one chunk. maybe it's just cause i'm a technology illiterate.




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it's always saddening to see such occurrences in class. like when u thought u planned everything nicely for everyone, with the hope that everyone can just do their bit, nothing seems to work. i emphatise with junliang, from my point of view, he probably think he's a class rep that does nothing to keep the class close. in fact, i dont quite agree with his stand. they are the "problematic ones". it's no point doing all those shit cos ultimately it doesnt address the root cause of the problem, which is them. therefore anything we try to do is ineffective. anyway my heart for the class officially died already since last year. 

i know it's really not easy for him to be dealt such a great blow? i saw his face turned red immediately when he got rejected by the class's reluctance to perform on teachers' day. it's like u try to "oh ok lor".. that kind of thing. u just have to accept silently and do nothing about it, trying to hide ur emotions, when u know u actually get very hurt inside. though i dont really think the song is good to sing, but he came up with the tune himself. and i think that the tune's quite nice, except for the fact that when voices blend in, it sounds weird because it's abit wrong in terms of tune? nevertheless we can all see his effort, bringing his guitar and all. who would want to carry a big guitar and be such a AA? (attention-attracter). a pity not everyone share the same sentiments as me, we always have "deviants". whateva man, at least he know the guys are willing to try, i guess that's enough. if he calls us, we definitely sing and make a fool out of ourselves with no questions asked. 

oh yes, and im quite interested in the human race on 31/08/2008? HAHA. cos our pe teacher told us about it, it's a 10km run. registration fee is $25 and we get a nike dry fit tee and goodie bag. most importantly, its for a good cause and running keeps us fit, starting point's at esplanade bridge and ending point's at the padang with a concert as a finale. lennon and lq is going, if more is going, i will go. cos im not close with them?

and for econs today, i sat beside sheena. i went to sit beside her before the i saw the instruction which told us to sit with our classmates. she's ok la, i think she's way better than some of them. i dont think it's her fault that she changed so much. can see that she's a rather lame and friendly person. perhaps its because of comments in sch that caused her to change. i think i'm quite scary in sch too.. (cos of the bloody "everyone for himself" spirit in class?). i look like a back-stabber to them (as in the guys)? it's like ughhhh i want to kill everyone of u because u lower my chances of getting into uni. i know they're joking. LOL! i know there's a sense of hatred within me, HAHAHAHA. i doubt they know about this blog, unless i reveal it to them, which i will not. until we collect A levels results next year, IF I DONT HAVE TO RETAIN.=)